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M​.​N​.​M: The Perception Pt​.​1

by Cruz OmegaSoul

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Soliloquy 02:32
I am musics soliloquy I am the sound, the beat I am peace, broken in pieces I am hatred, sedated In my years my talent has been the ability to express my pain Through poetic prose or in recent times Musical affinity And when met with happiness I don't express it, I enjoy it Selfish qualities I envelope within The demons becoming the jinn I am the sound, the tune The moment regrettable soon The misguided mistake of genius From the likes of mars and Venus Genesis I am the haunting growl of the midnight hour to burn The acknowledgement earned A heeding warned The angel scorned I am among Gods creations Unmistakable patience Hatred of complacent I am fraud A thing thought to be odd The non gay pause The honest applause The tart in applesauce The jack within the frost Guided when knowingly lost
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(Chorus) The esteem is low (whisper) low low low The esteem as a young child fermented Did my best to try and make her listen The event of broken home Left alone Thoughts I don't condone Linger on No son had shown Tried bring the light to a mother Lost inside one another Jealousy of my blood brotha Dear God, I fear the people who watch me live What more can my spirit give How does the Shame outlive What's ahead of me, positivity I hope Of the porn and drugs that had helped me cope I am done with it Had my fun with it I wish I had a gun with it Kidding Of these actual facts I'm spitting (Chorus) Suicidal thoughts commence At my, own expense In my youth, lost and irrelevant But my unhappiness wasn't evident Tried to be fresh like trident But my hand-me-downs wouldn't let me try it Cemetery ways I was dead inside With my mother dead, all I did was cry So lost and low,no high for years No one was there to help me fight my fears My esteem was low Building it went slow And now as I sit as a king in question Who are you to deny my blessing Your esteem is (chorus) Last Born Child (Rap)
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(Chorus) (Repeat) Amore amore, I'm lost On the road to redemption Jesus, Jesus, I see Jesus I see the light (verse) Your story's wrong, your story's wrong And they follow path to which they don't belong I know this pain, I've felt it too They assume who you are, what you did, and what you'll do Completely misunderstood, completely misunderstood .....
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E the Artist (Rap) (Chorus) I'm illuminated, by an ominous soul Keeping darkness away, is my goal Illuminati, can't you tell How far from the light I fell I don't, fall victim to Listless The darkest spirit listens How odd apart from distance Equipped with vicious A devil licked sentence This world has become Instead of run I Conjure a conundrum (Chorus) The alignment darkens Sparked with haitians walkin Talked to Satan lost in, angels den Frosting I heed the calling Darker spirits evicted Finally rid of sickness I expel the hatred Leaving happy places Oooh I am..... Illuminated cant you tell... (Chorus) How Far from the light....
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(Chorus) I sold my soul for commercial eyes Commercialized I sold my soul to perpetuate lies I've been wasting time The first sound you hear, your eyes can't contain The disdain that remains in your membrane Sellout I hear you thinkin To late, me an the beat we linked in Sexed up, pimped out Misguidance what the world is all about Social status controls, the ambient music soul The gallant remain idol While the man intrudes abode Lose of home and lose of soul Lose of everything that's known To weak to stand, that's what you believe To many problems here, to give a shit about me Chorus 2x Materialistic Monetary simplistic How have I missed it The peoples hearts I'm dissin No soul in here, filled full of fear As the man appears His eyes bring me tears He lies bring me near The brink of destruction No love for loving How have I betrayed When i myself am slave slave I, I fear the haunting grave For my future I would trade Chorus Oh forgive me lord For I have sinned Among the Jin As I open My heart lord To feel no pain And no shame What must I say Keep dancing....dance your soul away...
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Bully 03:18
Chorus Push me push me, pull me down You ain't nothing but a bully, bully Tell me tell me, what to do You ain't nothing to me, but a bully Straight to face was the fist of a man No man but a child I am, To withstand the plan to break me But damn You always gotta hit so hard At school won't they think that it's odd Or would they applaud my facade Forgetting my protector, god Healing the wounds, filling him soon My time will come No time to run Pity of self I shun (chorus) You, lie to manipulate my mind As young child I was blind Literally, physically Taking advantage of that A young child handicapped Feeling my way, diggin my way Thru the mindless crap Henceforth I react With a pen I stay strapped Why I'm tellin you that? So that you can fall back Fall back........ Come and show me what you want to do...... I been waiting for a fight like you.... And if I happen to lose this Just know you'll own more thAn bruises
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(To contain the emotion The emotion in my life to contain the emotion of what Id sacrifice) I remember it clearly Though God fearing, I miss her dearly Why.... My heart pleaded, stay a while longer (how long) Some years, maybe I'm crazy (maybe baby) What is life without you Can't imagine Can't imagine Can't imagine life without you Don't leave me... Your all I know... All I know... What do I when asked about you? (Deflect it) Am I to be orphan rejected? I fear what is becoming of me oh I know I Had my chance and missed it But that conversation never happened With my seatbelt fastened We drove to the grave were my memory would remain slave Last thing I remembered With a love that was dismembered Her body, covered in dirt And I, left to remain as we were The last action my heart gave her The phrase "goodbye" Left to cry until we meet again Oh mother, I miss you Safe a place for me in heaven Your grandson says hello
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I See 04:18
(Chorus) I see your haunting eyes You judge me with reprise Is it because you fear me? But can you see me clearly? I a man of time Become lost in rhymes It is the words that save me The talent God gave me Who knows, who knows, who knows, whoo knooows, What the future holds Pray I grow that old I know, it shows, it shows, my age Of the way I chose, noncompliant with slave In moments regretting my indiscretions You failed to see, repentance in me And if it was hate that I was repin You taught not pure correction (Chorus) Angels lurking with blessings Demons stalking with bad things Yet I wonder what God brings Faith in the unseen Truth In a bed of lies Hope when depression rise Fear when you don't got time Protect yourself Don't stress your self Get lost in stealth Of fear to ask for help
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Leyenda 04:06
(Chorus) They wanna know my name I tell them omegasoul They say yo you got an alias Yeah I'm legend, I'm legend, I'm legend They call me Cruz leyenda Particular to your probable agenda Confident, self assertion is needed Praying to a God for salvation, but he bleeding We are only human With sin, I will show you tru men Put pedestals of pagans prancing in propaganda, merry Christmas Though they hate on religious ideals Tell me my words, how they make you feel? Is all surreal Let the truth be known Let the soul be shown What they condone Chorus Time bender Heart stealer Love sender I couldn't be realer Had the choice to ignore my truth Misguide the youth for what I do Is that heavens rules? Giving me the blues In moment that I remained My heart was strained with the love I gained No evil in my veins Your lies drive me insane Chorus Each word contains A metaphor that explains Why I am drained Telling stories to the main stream Using poems to extract dreams Keep the flowing while I fein Ameen what I mean I'm the crop of the cream cream of the crop I mean ooooh they know my name Chorus
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You can't let them take away our soul They put us in a box You cannot let them take away our soul Our soul indeed, integrity Bailey, bell, jones, purvis, beard, and Theo shaw Left in shock and awe At the white mans applause They made barker feel that pain He made sure he'd never feel that again Jena 6 Meanwhile in Florida beyond the corridor It was cold blooded murder The s.p.d police Gave the criminal his release Let us not forget The white collar on the black neck The propaganda of picnic And what color of man in jail sit Chorus Loose noose on our neck Thinking “finally respect” The illusion of advance Just so we can sing and dance Who am I? A black man What I need? Helping hand To, change oppression For the wrong reasons we got gun possessions Many treasons, no more lessons Numbers were losing While the weed we're abusing Drugged into eternity What is earning me my freedom Nothing nothing... Chorus Guitar solo by Jabari
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It ain't all bad Chorus It ain't all bad The good times fall where they may In the event of a bad day... Just smile For life itself, just smile, for life itself Oooh it ain't all bad Just like, summertime in the early morn Breakfast with the guys or family ties Oooh aaahh the smell of everlasting memories Oooh I keep hold to living, every day that is given Keep my smile along the way Give thanks for The good days Feelin, happy for the healthy Dealin, with those in abundance Of the, hope for life Feel it right, in my strive Stay alive Good for the righteous With every opportunity, movin fast Like cars with nitrous Chorus I got, fun times with the young son hangin out with the dun duns Come tell who's the fun one We be bangin on the drum drum Hay..... No time for the pigs Jealous of what we did We just tryna have fun And give thanks to the holy One G.O.D heeeeyyyyyy we just tryna have fuuuunn Have a good tiiiimmmmeee No worries on my mind Chorus outro

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In style: this album is a vision of versatility and variety, unable to confine to any one genre.
In Spirit: this album is dedicated to my mother who gave her life for the love of her children regardless of anyones perception.
In texture: this album is a glimpse into the story of my life, though abstract, I feel it represents the truth of how I've lived.

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released May 31, 2013

jeph.ilosopher (Producer), Shame (Producer), Graffititech (Producer), DJ Z3 (Producer), Jabari Lutalo (Producer), E the Artist (Writer), Last Born Child (Writer), Solange Quarshie (Illustration)

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Cruz OmegaSoul Los Angeles, California

Amenhotep (Cruz OmegaSoul aka OmegaSoul) is an American writer and singer.Hailing from Washington DC,he has spent his years growing up in both the inner city of Baltimore and the rural towns of Virginia.With his African heritage always as an inspiration, his sole purpose in creating art is to expose the secrets of the inner self, bring truth to the jaded contemporary art as well as social issues. ... more

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