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The Esteemed Ft. Last Born Child

from M​.​N​.​M: The Perception Pt​.​1 by Cruz OmegaSoul

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A Tale of Low spirits

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(Chorus)
The esteem is low
(whisper) low low low

The esteem as a young child fermented
Did my best to try and make her listen
The event of broken home
Left alone
Thoughts I don't condone
Linger on
No son had shown
Tried bring the light to a mother
Lost inside one another
Jealousy of my blood brotha
Dear God, I fear the people who watch me live
What more can my spirit give
How does the Shame outlive
What's ahead of me, positivity I hope
Of the porn and drugs that had helped me cope
I am done with it
Had my fun with it
I wish I had a gun with it
Kidding
Of these actual facts I'm spitting

(Chorus)

Suicidal thoughts commence
At my, own expense
In my youth, lost and irrelevant
But my unhappiness wasn't evident
Tried to be fresh like trident
But my hand-me-downs wouldn't let me try it
Cemetery ways I was dead inside
With my mother dead, all I did was cry
So lost and low,no high for years
No one was there to help me fight my fears
My esteem was low
Building it went slow
And now as I sit as a king in question
Who are you to deny my blessing
Your esteem is

(chorus)

Last Born Child (Rap)

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from M​.​N​.​M: The Perception Pt​.​1, released May 31, 2013
Last Born Child (writer)
Graffititech (Producer)

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Cruz OmegaSoul Los Angeles, California

Amenhotep (Cruz OmegaSoul aka OmegaSoul) is an American writer and singer.Hailing from Washington DC,he has spent his years growing up in both the inner city of Baltimore and the rural towns of Virginia.With his African heritage always as an inspiration, his sole purpose in creating art is to expose the secrets of the inner self, bring truth to the jaded contemporary art as well as social issues. ... more

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